So Its been a year.

And I am not at all the same person I was when I wrote that ridiculous blog on Aisha and Fashion.

I mean OMG I am sooo over the whole consumerist culture I followed.

Not that I have now changed completely.

I still love The OC
I still love Pink
I still love Black nailpaint and eye make-up :P
I will always love Meg Cabot books.

Just one difference.

I am not shallow anymore.
Which also explains why I am never even happy anymore.
So I am pretty sure at times I suffer from clinical depression or Bipolar Disorder but Later I think its just because I haven't yet found the purpose of my life.The point in this meaningless existence.

Yes,I will soon be blogging on Existentialism.

But the weird part is I am sooo freaked out about this change in me.
I mean I was ALWAYS happy.

And now it feels like thats an extremely rare emotion.

But Whatever.
My head aches too.All the time.

So if I die and God doesnt really exist and there is no afterlife atleast something of my conscious will be around.

Thats a lame reason to blog but hahah tell me something in life thats isnt lame :|

Also I am sick and tired of Fb.

So a few pick of the days :D ( For the want of a cheerful topic :P)

Top Book
The Bell Jar
Sylvia Plath
This book is bound to make you depressed if you arent already but Its still amazing.
The Paperback description

Esther Greenwood is brilliant, beautiful, enormously talented, and successful, but slowly going under—maybe for the last time. In her acclaimed and enduring masterwork, Sylvia Plath brilliantly draws the reader into Esther's breakdown with such intensity that her insanity becomes palpably real, even rational—as accessible an experience as going to the movies. A deep penetration into the darkest and most harrowing corners of the human psyche, The Bell Jar is an extraordinary accomplishment and a haunting American classic.












Top Song 


John Paul White 
Can't Get it Outta My head.

A ship is safe in an harbor But thats not what ships are for.